My Old Ways

[Verse 1]
I used to feel special
I used to play the fool
The drugs I tried don't work but
The ones they gave me do
They say I'm somewhat stable
I said "Well, I don't know"
I had the urge to stay but they said "Ma'am, you're free to go"

[Chorus]
I don't think I can take it, I repeated what I said
I need to find some peace of mind in something else instead
I don't think I can take it, I'm repeating what I say
I almost miss the feel of being stuck in my old ways

[Interlude]
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[Verse 2]
I swear to God I'll be gone, I'm not a queen, but come on
It's funny how you'd rather hold me back than hear mе out
You promised you won't, do you remembеr? I don't
Too bad you're in it for a minute now
Don't know what to say, I'm high like every day
It's how I manage having me around
Everything's expensive, regardless, I'm like
The best things in life are filled with carcinogens

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
I don't think I can take it, I repeated what I said
I need to find some peace of mind and something else instead
I don't think I can take it, I'm repeating what I say
I almost miss the feel of being stuck in my old ways