Please Explain

please explain why others show what some don even know
in this game wee high above ourselves and we just flow
you could stand right where you are and you don do anything
or make a plan to change a thing that makes us all survive

stupid rage, no gain in words - that they just hear themselves
I try in vain to keep it silent when they?e all awake
all they learned is how they need a god and how they blow
all this mud - explained and told to dust before my eyes

somehow I need a Jesus for my plan
to save the world and all that shit
I can control myself, I just a sacred cramp
to break would be immoral, but explain to me what right

I don regret that sometimes I feel strange and what I do is wrong
I can complete the world and when you ask me all I do is lie

it? straight to happen just before my eyes
no greater love can? help the fear I hide
why can? I change a thing before my eyes
sometimes I wish that I could be so blind