keep on

Reminiscing on a past life
But it don't feel so distant
I can't help but miss it
Even though that me certainly felt so different
Locked in my head, in my room, in my tunes
If I knew just what a blessing that was
Knew just what a lesson that was
I wouldn't have been so bummed
If I could see me now
I would've been so proud
I would be so proud
Still in my head I'm the same
Still chasing my next thing
Still waiting for my big break
Still waiting for that pain to go
Still too complacent you know
You know?
I'm sure you don't
Broken wallet
Broken soul
Broken hearted
Broken hopes
Broken codes
That you made
To keep you straight
To get you paid
To get you laid
To get you fame
Isn't that what you wanted
Isn't that why you started
Isn't that where your motives lie
Aren't you shallow
Hold up, why?
I don't know
Reading over the manifesto I wrote
I see the man I was from the holes in the plot
Don't get me wrong
I'm still that guy
From all the songs
I've just evolved
I see now, can't see all
Just keep on
Keep on
Keep on
Keep on
You'll find your way just keep on
You'll find your place just keep on
Keep on
Keep on
Keep on your mission
Don't give up your vision
The more that you listen the world will give
It comes in cycles
Just ride it like biking
You'll find if you open they'll be so inviting
I'm overstimulated as always
I must concentrate my efforts and reduce my thoughts
I know anything is possible
But still I'm overwhelmed by stagnance
Nothing is way too much
Yet everything is not enough
Where's the balance
What good is a dream that I'm too scared to chase
I've been running in place
Yeah, zumba is easy but I'm too young to do these things
Got too much time on my hands
Not enough drive for my plans
My peace has misguided my head
The wars just delayed
The coroners been paid
Trust there's not much time left to wait