Reciprocity

Listen first of all its fuck you
I mean it in my soul
It's no wonder that my high
Is the reason for my low
See, I asked you in the past to let me know if I should go
When I asked to meet me half
You got to laugh and didn't move
I gave you love, you couldn't handle it
You leading me astray
How we living in Los Angeles
You leaving me at Bay?
See, I don't think that I could manage it
For some reason I just can't
Cuz other bitches got a hand in this
Your reason for delay
I saw your phone was unlocked and so then so I locked it back
Cause' I don't wanna know
Just so my stomach could drop right
Into my running shoes
Then I won't get to stomach food
Then you get with a ton of dudes
And act like shit is fun and cool
Whеn everything you've donе is rude
You look corny up on this internet
Like how you post on your story but you can't hit me back
Like how can I make sense of that
How we even get to that?
How we hittin tit for tat?
Like tell me where ya mental at?
Half way
I just wanted compromise
Oh, you had a bad day?
Well I got a nice surprise
Here's a hundred things that I'm a gift you that will light your eyes
I don't want to change that I'm with you
I'm just fighting hard
All I wanted was for you to stay
It's the bare minimum for me
I don't want to throw it all away
It's a good thing it's a good thing
All I wanted was for you to stay
It's the bare minimum for me
I don't want to throw it all away
But you gon' have to reciprocate
Reciprocity
You act like it's impossible
If you want to say bye to me
You act as if I'm stopping you
I'm praying for your happiness
You want for me to coddle you?
Emotions I be having you be wanting me to bottle too
You say that I'm dramatic, erratic you can't communicate
You just got a make a habit of acting like it's been cool and great
You went from the love of my life
To someone I grew to hate
So if I give another this right
Well then you got you to thank
Don't hit me when I move on
Sike I hope you do
I hope the second statement get reversed to make the first one true
I hope that I could heal cuz to be real I'm finding peace in truth
Slowly cause you hurt me in some places I can't reach to soothe
All I wanted was for you to stay
It's the bare minimum for me
I don't want to throw it all away
It's a good thing it's a good thing
All I wanted was for you to stay
It's the bare minimum for me
I don't want to throw it all away
But you gon' have to reciprocate