Hopelessly Romantic

Late night mess
But you all in your head
You getting real drunk
And regret what you said
You started to cry
And tell me pretend
That night you came
I mess with your head
That wasn't my plan
I told all my friends
No sorrow regret
Can make up as friends
I'm making amends
I'm so locked in
To the point
I'm deader than dead (man)

I've been itching
& stressing
Missing your presence
Our souls are connected
You feel disrespected
For getting rejected
But I did what I can
To fix up your mental
But Dammit

I fucked you up in your head
By leaving instead
You off of the meds
Praying it's gon end
You giving your all
But you knew back then
the situation
Was a given but damn

You constantly testing
Testing my messaging
Texting from Texas
Tryna detest it
I couldn't just message
I would of regret it
used as a weapon
Beaten & bruised
But bested by betting
That I would change
For the better
But I didn't
And was bested by lesser
(Huh)
Couldn't have said it better
Sorry I couldn't be better
(Like huh)

Late night mess
But you all in your head
You getting real drunk
And regret what you said
You started to cry
And tell me pretend
That night you came
I mess with your head
That wasn't my plan
I told all my friends
No sorrow regret
Can make up as friends
I'm making amends
I'm so locked in
To the point
I'm deader than dead (man)

Let's talk it out
Don't want you
Walking out
Saw you walking down
So let's chalk it out
Didn't want her then
Didn't want her now
So don't walk away
Couldn't fathom pain
Till your turned away
It all went left
When you walked away
I couldn't see what's right
But right away
I knew I just wanted to stay

Late night mess
But you all in your head
You getting real drunk
And regret what you said
You started to cry
And tell me pretend
That night you came
I mess with your head
That wasn't my plan
I told all my friends
No sorrow regret
Can make up as friends
I'm making amends
I'm so locked in
To the point
I'm deader than dead (man)

You say that I'm messing
Maybe meant it
Naw this is my message

I couldn't care
Couldn't call cause
Mentally
I was physically
Draining spiritually
And Vividly
convicted
Convinced Condescending
Concise precision
Hating niggas
Never noticed
Neglected
My evil resentment
Give me reason
To change my evil & sickness
(Huh)
Never needed a reason (huh)
Left her bleeding she weeping (huh)
Wipe her tears she need it (bruh)
Warning love naw I need it (huh)
In her dreams we sleeping (huh)
In a minute we replenish
Feelings, did we die fulfilling
Everything we wish to envisioned?
(Ugh)
I did my best with my message

Late night mess
But you all in your head
You getting real drunk
And regret what you said
You started to cry
And tell me pretend
That night you came
I mess with your head
That wasn't my plan
I told all my friends
No sorrow regret
Can make up as friends
I'm making amends
I'm so locked in
To the point
I'm deader than dead (man)

My anger Changed
To actively passively
Casually damage me
Practically laugh at me
Lacking lust
Made me more than manually
Map the things
That bashfully baffle me

Caught by reality
Focus on fallacies
retorting calamities
Please don't get mad at me
Forget the formalities
Pressing fatality
Kill me now
I'm suffering silently

Late night mess
But you all in your head
You getting real drunk
And regret what you said
You started to cry
And tell me pretend
That night you came
I mess with your head
That wasn't my plan
I told all my friends
No sorrow regret
Can make up as friends
I'm making amends
I'm so locked in
To the point
I'm deader than dead (man)