What If I Said What I Meant/ Seeing Through The Shades

What if I said what I meant:
[Intro: uuyiko]
Please don’t make a sound my friends or I might wake too soon
I think it’s save to say I’ve grown accustomed to the silence in this room
But I hope when I wake
I’m not dealt with the fate
That I could never escape
As All my files erase

[Verse 1: uuyiko]
I’m barley alive
My pulse is feint
But it’s there
Quick, pump his chest full of air
I thought you’d die in that chair
And leave me here all alone
While you’re there comatose
It’s fucking crazy cause rn it’s like I’m seeing the ghost of you
But you’re here and we’ll
I’m Glad your Back so soon
From that frozen hell
An oasis only meant to consume

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
What if I said what I meant
My Memories reforming from nothing
I'm sorry I never made amends
Been too lost in my head
Lied to your friends
Too many times
Too many times
Lost too much
In the end of it all

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Finally waking up from this dream
All I see is ice and frozen bodies here
The end is approaching now

Speech:
I can't seem to find the words
To say what I really mean
I can't seem to find the words
To say anything anymore
Cause everyday I wonder
Will it all fade away
When I turn these lights off

Seeing Through The Shades:

[Chorus]
Seeing through the shades
But nothing lights the view
I bet u don't like it too
(Like it too)

[Verse]
Its December once again
No friends left after the storm
Every flower left is lined with thorns
Blood doesn't drip it drys
Everything is frozen in time
What am I even hoping for

[Bridge]
This cold is my home
Feel it in my bones
Found Myself
Less alone
But it took every connection I had
(I had)

[Chorus]
Seeing through the shades
But nothing lights the view
I bet u don't like it too