The Loner

[Verse 1]
I remember back when I used to want all the damn attention and mentions but, all I want is the ascension to the top of this very high rock
I don’t know anymore I used to think I need a lot of friends but, now I want is to stop losing so many of them
I hate how all I talk about is being sad when all I want is to start being glad all I get is mad when I see others being treated like shit thinking can I intervene
I know why I don’t because I’m just as scared as everyone else so how am I supposed to help others when I can’t even help myself

[Interlude]
So many of us want someone to care
But, do not dare ask for help directly
I don’t know I guess I’m just afraid of what would happen
So I just leave as it is

[Verse 2]
I guess I’m just a loner
A fucking damn loner
I don’t want to be a part of this anymore
I hate the way I feel
And just can’t deal anymore
All the things I ignore consume me at night
Sometimes all I see is darkness
When light is right in front of me
I don’t know what’s in front of me till it’s gone
That’s the sad truth and all I want to do is move

[Outro]
But, I can’t because I’m stuck
In the same damn spot I was a year ago
Still I try to move and maybe I will soon
But, for now I’m just stuck and a Loner
I’m just stuck and a Loner