For Once in My Life

I keep talking to myself like I'm still here
Am I talking to somebody else after all these years
Where are all the open doors after the ones I've closed
I don't wanna leave cause I don't know which way to go

I'm all fight or all flight
It's all black or all white
But I bleed blue

White towel, white flag
Some things you can't take back
But I still do

Everything I know, will never be the same
Every time I catch myself, I try to runway
Standing in the road, middle of the lane
Maybe I was wrong, maybe in the wrong in the place
Can I get it right, for once in my life
Can I get it right, for once in my life

Stuck between who I am and who you want to see
Maybe you grew out of you and I grew out of me

I'm all fight or all flight
It's all black or all white
But I bleed blue

White towel, white flag
Some things you can't take back
But I still do

Everything I know, will never be the same
Every time I catch myself, I try to runway
Standing in the road, middle of the lane
Maybe I was wrong, maybe in the wrong in the place
Can I get it right, for once in my life
Can I get it right, for once in my life

Everything I know, will never be the same
Every time I catch myself, I try to runway
Standing in the road, middle of the lane
Maybe I was wrong, maybe in the wrong in the place

Can I get it right, for once in my life
Can I get it right, for once in my life
Can I get it right, for once in my life
Can I get it right, for once in my life