WAVES

KS
Wave of emotions
I wanna speak but it feels like I'm choking
Got sharks in the ocean
They smell my cuts open
All the times they left my heart broken
I'm surprised I'm still floating
Forgive me
I got the words
But they don't come out of my mouth
But KS you're a rapper
Same way I know all these swimmers that's drowned
My reality fighting my dreams, then my dreams get robbed
Then my confidence got dropped when I found out
My godmother has to put her and daughter in a box
So forgive me if my life's on top
Forgive me if I ain't been writing a lot
I guess I've been dwelling in my feelings waiting for this storm to stop
I have been subconsciously taking it out on the people that are close to me
And it's wrong of me
Cos it's clear to see that reality is all they want is the best for me
I never knew that waves could be deadly
I never knew that my heart could be full but empty
I never knew to make my mind cry is to be an MC
I hope I don't make my mum cry from this my diary
I feel I'm in the ocean with rocks tied to me
Only thing that's keeping me afloat is knowing that my son relies on me
Wave of
I wanna speak but it feels like I'm choking
I try my luck with this dice that I'm rolling
But sharks in the ocean
They smell my cuts open
Got slowly drifting I'm coasting
All the times they left my heart broken
I'm surprised I'm still floating
Wave of emotions
I wanna speak but it feels like I'm choking
I try my luck with this dice that I'm rolling
But sharks in the ocean
They smell my cuts open
Got slowly drifting got me coasting
All the times they left my heart broken
I'm surprised I'm still floating
When each wave crashes I feel the strain on relationships
I capsized this boat cos they didn't give a
Wave after wave I see us distancing
The funny thing is I couldn't care less
I'm deep in the ocean the only thing I'm upset about is my creps getting wet
I need to get my priorities in check
I don't see no life guards
Wave of emotions we lost KMars
Conversations with the maker
The controller of nature
I gave IT another chance like playing for the Lakers
I feel the pain and cure simultaneous
Wave of emotions, but I can't let it break us
Yo it's mad being an artist
I'm tryna heal from the scars but same time exposing them
There's things on my mind got me struggling with focusing
It's mad I feel the tide closing in
The fans asking where's the tunes I say I'm loading hits
They don't even know I got real life to deal with
So please can you bare with
I'm coping
But I'm struggling
And God has a plan so I'm trusting him
The impact of waves I can't even think
The same thoughts that's gonna make me overthinking
I can't overthink it's gonna make me sink
I'm tryna balance things
But the thing is
There's a line between over doing it
And under doing it and it's really thin
Wave of
I wanna speak but it feels like I'm choking
I try my luck with this dice that I'm rolling
But sharks in the ocean
They smell my cuts open
Got slowly drifting got me coasting
All the times they left my heart broken
I'm surprised I'm still floating
Wave of emotions
I wanna speak but it feels like I'm choking
I try my luck with this dice that I'm rolling
But sharks in the ocean
They smell my cuts open
Got slowly drifting got me coasting
All the times they left my heart broken
I'm surprised I'm still floating
Wave of