In The Rain

Tired of sending sunshine and only sent me rain
Never ending pain
When you do dirt for so long you become accustomed to the
Accustomed to the stains
Become accustomed to the stains
KS
I never used to be a morning person, then I started talking to God first
Now my days are like clockwork, being fatigued made me deterred
But I'm only tired, it could have been worse, I could have been locked, I could have been buried in the dirt
Imagine if God was tired from waiting for me to change
Tired of sending and sunshine and only sent me rain, never ending pain
When you do dirt for so long you become accustomed to the stains
I'm in my church and I'm praying for some blessings
But I've got a question, has my heart got the purist intentions
Am I turning my back on God as soon as He gets my attention
My heart's seeking redemption, my heart needs some repentance
Being a teacher and being teachable has been a valuable lesson
God knows my confessions, so when I go to Him in prayer it's so refreshing
I got my testimony so I can heal my brethren
I told Shaq I don't hear no negativity
No matter how close you are to me, it just don't reach
You can't disturb my peace, I know my provider
I used to be a 419er, we've all eaten an apple, we all sin, it's an insider
Holy Spirit is my fighter
I ask God please change my desires, cause my temptation's getting higher
Lord I'm a trier and
I don't want to eternally be burning in the fire
I built my house on rock so when it rains I'm okay
I'm okay
I was building sandcastles in the rain, and when they all washed away
Washed away
I looked around like, who's there to blame
Unshakable faith
I'm learning to have unshakable faith
Never used to be a mourning person then I lost three people close to me
I don't think I'll get over Kiki
They told me to start counselling but I don't want to move on
I know my God don't get things wrong
They said I don't show no emotions, I say I put it in songs
I send my prayers to my God
They ask how do I get through hard times
I say I built my foundation on rock so I can't
I can't lean on my own understanding
I'm learning to not panic, learning to plan it
So even when things take a Saturn
I'm learning to accept the challenge and adapt to the madness
Pluto, the way KMars vanished on this Earth and it's hard to live
Mercury would have been close to my son and future kids
Since you left I've been blue like Uranus
And this black hole feels like Jupiter, it's so big
So how can I forget you
The other day I felt to ring like Neptune
I came down from the Moon cos I know it wouldn't go through
I'm staring at these pictures of you
Prayer really gets me through
You was close to your sister like Serena and Venus
Your passing taught me to be my brother's keepers
Get closer to Jesus cos salvation is needed
As high as Heaven is, hell is down real and the deepest
I used to think it wasn't right if I couldn't bring the mandem
But now I'm not even around some mandem
But that's just life right
Don't be led by your eyesight
Relationships last when you find time
And friendships have prenups too but I just never signed mine
All the times I turned a blind eye
Benefit of the doubt it made my heart cry
But these smiles I can no longer hide behind
But it's cool cos
I'm like
I built my house on rock so when it rains I'm okay
I'm okay
I was building sandcastles in the rain
And when it all washed away
I looked around like who's there to blame
Unshakable faith
I'm learning to have unshakable faith
KS