FALLING APART

I was falling apart it was hurting me
I sent prayers to God and it felt like he wasn't hearing me
But it's all part of the journey g
Just cos I want it He ain't gonna hand it to me
I gotta work and wait patiently
Most importantly believe
Cos these winners don't quit and quitters don't win
So I gave up giving up ages ago
Heart of stone
All these songs that I wrote
And I'm learning to be humble I am
Learning to keep going through the stumbles I am
I'm gonna fight and triumph I am
I'm a king you know
Been through so many things you know
But there's beauty in the trauma cos it turns out every verse I touch turns to gold
I been saying the least and knowing the most
I'm on the longest road
And I'm dodging all the things life throws
Cos I'm gonna go down as one of GOATS
But there's days I feel broken and then I pick those up around me
And there's days I wanna rap but I feel like the words just surround me
All this negativity tries to drown me
It tells me I ain't it
And what I was
And what I'm not gonna be
It knocks me off my feet
Days I can't sleep
I close my eyes but my body's still working
I put myself through some things to see if my hearts still working
God throws me these tests, I fail I guess I'm not learning
I keep on trying I swear but I question is it even worth it man
I was falling apart it was hurting me
I sent prayers to God and it felt like he wasn't hearing me
But it's all part of the journey g
Just cos I want it He ain't gonna hand it to me
I gotta work and wait patiently
Most importantly believe
I was falling apart it was hurting me
I sent prayers to God and it felt like he wasn't hearing me
But it's all part of the journey g
Just cos I want it He ain't gonna hand it to me
I gotta work and wait patiently
Most importantly believe
Cos these pure hearts always win in the end I learnt that
You don't gain anything when you hurt them back
They'll attack your character
But try not to slip up and react
Yo it's hard I know
But keep your ears open and your mouth closed
Mind open are your heart close
That's a treasure chest
Peace is important make sure you're protecting it
And your blessings are on the way even if you haven't met them yet
Your prayers have been answered even if you haven't sent them yet
But some people are evil eye so make sure you don't mention it
Cos I was falling apart it was hurting me
Got back up like that's not me
Who am I to cry over a catastrophe
I'm an actual g
You know them ones where you're looking in mirror telling yourself pattern up please
Reality check like AE
That's what I need
That's what I need
Let me grab my pieces I've been a genius
So when many people want this, I need this
My prayers help me burst through the ceiling
Grew up on an estate full of dealers
I grew up rapping now I've got my meaning
They see the future now they leaning
Ask about me I've always had purpose but I had to fall apart to see it