I Surrender

I spent my whole life
Just tryna find my way to blessings
Never did find paradise
But got we sure came close to heaven
I made some friends and lost some fights
I got some nights I can't remember
I surrender

I done come way to far
Even tired I'll keep climbin'
cin't no rush, I'm just goin' with my timin'
Peace of minds all I need I'm tryna find it
Spread my wings and release
I'm finally flyin' away now
I'm on my way now ‘cuz i been grindin
Safe now
I turned the page now
cin't no more cryin'
I stay proud
Sometime the fame loud
I need the quiet, but
I surrender to this life no need to fight it, nah
Spent my life
Searching for a paradise
Just to realize
I been livin' in it this entire time
So I'm soakin' up my moments
They say beauties in the eyes
Of the ones thats looking for it
Take my word you'll be surprised

You wanna control life but it controls you instead
You can't always let the highs just go to your head
But at the same time you can't let the lows just stick to your soul
So just lose that program and come and get with the flow
cnd so you're on your own wave now
Vibrating higher
Know every wave gonna crash
But it's gotta rise first
cnd it works vise verse
Sometimes this life hurts
We gotta laugh the pain
Even if we must cry first
So make your life worth it
This moments your life's work
I used to want control
But now I want peace of mind first
I know that they'll find me
The longer that I search
Stay living in my purpose
cnd put in this light work
I know god heard me

I spent my whole life
Just tryna find my way to blessings
Never did find paradise
But got we sure came close to heaven
I made some friends and lost some fights
I got some nights I can't remember
I surrender

I surrendered to the love of the road
I stopped trying and decided
To just get up and go
If something needs to change
Your the one that pays that toll
Just taking a step is better
Than telling yourself no
Not giving up is harder
Than throwing in the towel
But that's the only way to get the dub
Don't give in now
Don't let tribulations tell you
Where you end your trial
We all see cloudy days
Don't let that dim yo smile
Yeah I've been let down
But I'm still on my feet
I don't need no crown
I don't wanna be no king
I wanna do what I love
I wanna live life free
Now that's exactly what I do
I just follow the stream I mean

Made it through some situations
But I'm older now
Used to mettle with pebbles
I'm foolin' with the boulders now
Freezer where my heart used to be
It's even colder now
Opened for the goats now I'm the goat
cnd I'm the closer now
Reach for the stars
The planets on my feet
cvoided jail bars
cnd god had big plans for me
I knew I'd go far
I have blinders but I see
I'm just a couple bars
From ownin' a house
cnd ownin' a couple cars
cnd I didn't think I'd make it to this place
Or ever get to see another smile up on my face
I like to taste the world
cin't got no time that I could waste
So I'll be gone till november
For this life I surrender

I spent my whole life
Just tryna find my way to blessings
Never did find paradise
But got we sure came close to heaven
I made some friends and lost some fights
I got some nights I can't remember
I surrender