cry for help.

I'm tired of eating my dinner and feeling like i've grown
I'm tired of sleeping on my side just in case i throw up and choke
Don't say that you understand cause you don't
I'm scared i'll always be like this until i'm ready to go

I don't go out anymore
And it kills me to walk out the door

I wish i was waiting for the next train home
I keep grinding my teeth cause i can't escape feeling alone
Don't say that you understand cause you don't
Im scared all always be like this until the day im ready to go

Im scared to drink alcohol
God my stomach is turning
And i can't even walk down the hall
My world is ending

Im tired of eating my dinner and feeling like i've grown.