Social Distancing

Dammit I'm tired of this shit gotta go
I had to go and I ain't even know
Spent time alone, just so I could grow
I had grow before I could blow
Before I blow had to work on the flow
Had to work through all the times I was low
Been in the field reaping what I sow
It won't be long till you seeing my glow
Dammit I'm tired of this shit gotta go
I had to go and I ain't even know
Spent time alone, just so I could grow
I had grow before I could blow
Before I blow had to work on the flow
Had to work through all the times I was low
Been in the field reaping what I sow
It won't be long till you seeing my glow
I'm rapping till I get a Benz
I'm rapping till everybody feel my raps
And I ain't just hot to my friends
I'm rapping till I can't trust another woman
Cuz they tryna plot on my ends
I left the country and I started struggling that's when this story begins
I been going through it at work
Nobody knowing I'm hurt
Not one to complain, but I don't like getting treated like I'm less than I'm worth
I'm getting a check, but it be hitting way less cuz I can the same the same with a verse
I want the preacher to say I was great whenever I lay in the hearse
Running in circles and running in circles I'm feeling my life is coming to a halt
I cannot tell you bout shit I invested in, but I can tell you bout shit that I bought
When you alone and you working through problems man that's when the greatest of lessons are taught
So many memories plotting on enemies I try to lock them away in a vault
Wish I could change how I am
I know my coworkers wishing I would talk
Trust me I'm wise, it's not that I'm shy I'm just tryna stop myself from going off
So many cries and so many lies don't think I could ever have another boss
Damn I feel like I been rapping forever, I'm tryna wait till the day I can floss
Dammit I'm tired of this shit gotta go
I had to go and I ain't even know
Spent time alone, just so I could grow
I had grow before I could blow
Before I blow had to work on the flow
Had to work through all the times I was low
Been in the field reaping what I sow
It won't be long till you seeing my glow
Dammit I'm tired of this shit gotta go
I had to go and I ain't even know
Spent time alone, just so I could grow
I had grow before I could blow
Before I blow had to work on the flow
Had to work through all the times I was low
Been in the field reaping what I sow
It won't be long till you seeing my glow
All of my homies been entrepreneuring it's crazy to see my brothers making racks
They never tell these stories cuz we black
You know they would rather us in the trap
My parents raised to get my degree and trust me I honestly thank them for that
But here go ignorant Krak talking about nah I'm cool on that, I'ma rap
Bro ain't nobody been taking you serious cuz you ain't willing to bet on yourself
God been sending me signs and thoughts on my mind, ain't worried bout nobody else
Talked to my pops and you know that he stubborn I'm praying that he can maintain his good health
I want my parents to still see when I make it I'm not tryna celebrate this by myself
And I been thinking bout buying a crib
Honestly think I done lost who I am
Cuz I don't know if it's for the investment or just for the post I'ma put on the gram
Found myself judging myself cuz of likes
Then I said fuck it cuz it wasn't right
Hip to the danger of letting a stranger make me forget that I got love in real life
See I done been down and thought I was alone
Till I had called my homie on the phone
I tell him problems he tell me be strong he tell me problems I tell him be strong
Still feel the love even though I been gone
Felt like I still been around all along
It's always somebody you can lean on
When you at your lowest they taking the conn
Dammit I'm tired of this shit gotta go
I had to go and I ain't even know
Spent time alone, just so I could grow
I had grow before I could blow
Before I blow had to work on the flow
Had to work through all the times I was low
Been in the field reaping what I sow
It won't be long till you seeing my glow
Dammit I'm tired of this shit gotta go
I had to go and I ain't even know
Spent time alone, just so I could grow
I had grow before I could blow
Before I blow had to work on the flow
Had to work through all the times I was low
Been in the field reaping what I sow
It won't be long till you seeing my glow