Trying Hard Doesn’t Work

[Verse 1]
Trying Hard Doesn't Work
I've tried so many times
Why can't I learn instead of giving up?

[Verse 2]
Fuck coping strategies
And fake sweet voices
Telling me "It's just a phase"
"It'll go away"

[Chorus]
Sometimes I want to go to hell
Sometimes I drift there subconsciously
Sometimes I slit my wrists, thinking "Yes! I will die"
And sometimes I just want to die

[Verse 3]
Don't make it worse
Fake smiling doesn't help
I think therapy's useless
I've received it but I'm still weak

[Verse 4]
"Try to be happy"
Is what they all say
But it's hard to comprеhend
When all you think of is the еnd

[Chorus]
Sometimes I want to go to hell
Sometimes I drift there subconsciously
Sometimes I slit my wrists, thinking "Yes! I will die"
And sometimes I just want to die

[Chorus]
Sometimes I want to go to hell
Sometimes I drift there subconsciously
Sometimes I slit my wrists, thinking "Yes! I will die"
And sometimes I just want to die