Maintain

Look
I ain't even gonna lie
Different colored women
I don't know a life guard
But I been swimming
And I think that I been going too deep
Maybe all my hills are too steep
Told her I ain't tryna lose sleep
Cause you know it never be worth it
Why you tryna love me on purpose
Why you always tryna be mine
Why I gotta tell you all the time
That a nigga just tryna maintain
Told her maybe we don't want the same thing
But we really kind of want the same thing
Can you please say what do you want from me
I missed your call I had a show at three
What is a year if anniversary
Don't go as planned then we don't get to see
What could have been
What should have been
You hate me now
But loved me then
Cause a nigga just tryna maintain
Told her maybe we don't want the same things
But we really kind of want the same things
There's no communication
You would rather subtweet
You mad at me because
I didn't give you all the details
Which leads you to these escapades
The stories she tell could make the prime time news
Girl you
Never got a kick but always set me up for resale
You checked my text
You checked my messages and email
And then I know that
When we get to open mics
That you still gon choose
A nigga just tryna maintain
It's all in my brain
She asked me where i'm at
Told her that I'm in the stu
When i'm home she'll be singing
A little something like
Ohhhhh
Cause a nigga just tryna maintain
Got her singing like
Ohhhhh
It's hard enough to still be focus
It's hard to process
It's hard to
Cause I done seen some things
You probably couldn't believe
I been lower than a winter degree
Looking for peace
Looking for me
Looking for me
Cause I done seen some things
You probably couldn't believe
I been lower than a winter degree
Looking for peace
Looking for me
Looking for me
Look I ain't even gonna lie
Different colored women
I don't know a life guard
But I been swimming and I think
That i been going to deep
Maybe all my hills are too steep
Told her I ain't tryna lose sleep