Feelings

[Verse: Kolten]
I'm Insecure And I Hate Being Me
Cutting Myself So I Can Watch It Bleed
I Hate Waking Up I've Had Enough
Suicide Is On My Mind All The Time
I'm Embarrassed That I'm Weird
I'm Embarrassed That My Dad Disappeared
I'm Embarrassed That I Don't Have A Friend
I'm Embarrassed I Was In Special ED
I'm Embarrassed That I'm Sleeping On A Piss Stained Bed
I Hate The Way I Look
I Hate That I'm A Crook
I Hate That I Had My Heart Took
I Hate That I Never Leave My Nook
I Never Leave My Room Let Alone House
I'm Living In My Tomb
My Eyeballs Are Drywall
Fucking Up Ever Since I Came Out The Womb
I Feel Like Ima Die Young
I Can Hear My Heart Beat Just Like A Drum
The Silence Makes My Ears Bleed
The Darkness Makes My Soul Fade
Like When The Escort Gets Paid
These Decisions We Made
Were They Worth It
I Feel Worthless
Whats My Purpose
I'm So Numb I'm So Lost
Getting Tossed Like Trash
But Let Me Bring It Back
I'm Embarrassed That I'm Ugly
I'm Embarrassed That I Love A Girl That Don't Love Me
I'm Embarrassed That I Don't Know How To Manage Money
I'm Embarrassed That When I Yawn My Eyes Get Runny
I Hate That I Sleep All Day
I Hate That I Can't Find A Way To Get Out Of Bed
Or Get Some Motivation In My Head
I Hate That I Can't Communicate My Emotions
My Hearts Frozen
I Feel An Explosion Coming
Everyone Is Better Off Just Running
Before I Snap And I'm Violent
Start Cutting Like A Diet
Wanna Run Away From Home
Everybody Fake No Matter Where I Go
I Need To Escape I Need A Break From Myself
I Don't Want Help