Hardest

I
Put my heart on the table and life on the line for some tales you told lied about

I
Got some brothers that owe me some favours and it's just a word and they riding out

You
Had your chance it’s your time to stay silent now

You’ve
Done your talking go ahead and be quiet now

Over
The bullshit you constantly on about

I
Know some feelings that you do not know about

Look
At my family don’t barely know me now

I
See the world from the inside out. It turns my insides out. Can’t get my insights out

So
Far gone, nothing is in sight now

Sunken
Place. Tryna’ reach high ground

Blunt
To face. A lot of weed might help

Snakes
In the grass. I’m tryna’ weed them out

In
Reality they tryna’ hold me down

But
I’ll shoot for the stars for you, watch me drown

Biggest
Problem bout’ me is my heart

If
You dig down deep you can feel my scars

You
Can feel my pain, you can see my spirit tryna’ make my mark

I’m
Just so far gone but it ain’t my fault

Cut
Some ties filled wounds with salt

If
You took my legs then you’d watch me crawl

Bet
I still go hard and I still stand tall

I
Put my heart on the table and life on the line for some tales you told lied about

I
Got some brothers that owe me some favours and it's just a word and they riding out

You
Had your chance it’s your time to stay silent now

You’ve
Done your talking go ahead and be quiet now

Done
With my doubts and over the questions

I’m
Restless.

I
Just hop on the mic and I get to confessing

She
Told me she loved me she shouldn’t have said it

I’m
Fading away while they watching it happen

But
If it reversed it would never have happened

I
Did what you couldn’t have never imagined

I
Backed some shit that wasn’t even my problem

Now
I got secrets with me till the coffin

I
Know it ain’t right but I value my honour

Learn
From mistakes and I follow my calling

I’m
Ballin’.

I
Know the devil keep calling me often

I’ll
Spit in his face I ain’t ducking nor’ dodging

I
Wasn’t enough so I kept on evolving

I’m
Losing my conscious, I’m finding my rhythm

I
Always look over my shoulder. I’m trippin

Won’t
Let my anxiety ruin my image

I
Get what I’m giving. I’m giving it all

You
Ain’t get it at all? Now you getting it all

I
Wanted to play now I’m getting the ball

Y’all
Ain’t want me to win you can pray that I fall

But
I laid the foundation so my roots are solid

I
Just want it that bad being brutally honest

Anything
You can do I can do flawless

Like
My life a movie they watch regardless

Time
To get it together and end what I started

My
Soul seem to shine when the times get the hardest