Not my home

I've been here for so long
This isolation is my only home
You see, the shame gets worse while I'm away

I'm hiding away from all the ones I love
I'm hiding away so someone please just tell me
This is not my home

No I can't last another moment in this coma
Waging wars inside my head
I can't win, no I can't win today
Someone tell me please

I'm hiding away from all the ones I love
I'm hiding away so someone please just tell me
This is not my home, no
I'm drowing with imaginary enemies
I'm drowning with imaginary friends