night

I've been ridin' through the city in the middle of the night I'm ok
The shadow of myself is reflecting that I don't know who I am
I don't know if this fight that I'm in is ever gonna end
So I keep skating through the night and keep trusting the person I call my friend
And you say that
You love me
More then anything else
So much you gave
Your own son
It should make my heart melt
But what I can't understand is
Why I cannot comprehend it
Got me looking for more endorphin
Cause I'm feeling like I'm an orphan
It is all in my head
I am not ashamed
These are my expectation
So I'm not running away
Left lane on the race
I'm built on the right foundation
I've been ridin' through the city in the middle of the night I'm ok
The shadow of myself is reflecting that I don't know who I am
I don't know if this fight that I'm in is ever gonna end
So I keep skating through the night and keep trusting the person I call my friend
Sometimes I would really like to understand
What it really is that im chasing
Cause I know its not 'bout money or fame
But there's a hole inside my heart that is in need of some replacing
So I keep digging up the traumas of my past
Some things I wish that never happened but I guess time passed
Could tell u all about em but don't u see that no one's asked
So I keep skating through the night pretending with my mask
Ooohhh oooohhh
I've been ridin' through the city in the middle of the night I'm ok
The shadow of myself is reflecting that I don't know who I am
I don't know if this fight that I'm in is ever gonna end
So I keep skating through the night and keep trusting the person I call my friend