Truths

Ans I just hate getting close to things
Anything and everything
Cause when it's gone o damn the pain it brings
O damn the rains it brings
Like it's spring
O damn hearts caving in
Ears filled with the voices of my loved ones as they sing
Ancient prayers and eternal hymns
Don't forget the psalms meant to calm
Meant to heal the pain and serve as a balm
Meant to ease the soul and send it off
Honestly if you've left the world your better off
I love you and I hate you
Why the world ain't take me
Why it decide to take you
Depression, pain has set it off
Things were living through are insane
Everything is ridiculed, everything is game
Lust for love now a lust for lust and lust for fame
All this fake love and fake ties
Fake friends and haters
I hate fake and I hate lies
Life already draining
It's a chore if I'm being blatant
The world belong to satan
He is not a fable I'm just saying
Can't trust anything
Even cain murked his little brother over petty things
Some people call it evil
I call it misloving people
Love just love
I think that's what we lacking more, more of
I stand for what I believe in like a pagan
Don't give one or two fucks about who hatin'
Or who's weighing in
It's always when you get your weight up that people start checking in
Not when your irrelevant
After four seasons I'm good I'm on to better things
Time for you to check out
Those who rode with me eating never getting left out
When I step out and hit the bank I take the checks out
Got to double check them to make sure that they check out
I'm good with numbers and your streams don't really check out
Bots are really useless they are not your way out
I hate hearing excuses shit you talking I don't care bout
Chucking up the deuces as I'm on my way out
I chopped up the beat and I left the flesh out
No bots streaming my music and I know that I'm the best out
I know what dammed feel like so I know that I'm blessed now
Crazy looking back rainy days they were just tests wow
Chillin in the pent house
Women make themselves at home walking with they chest out
I'm at the top of the world they want to guess how
I did the shit that a lot of people don't do
I had a dream and ran with it like you posed to
If you waste my time don't be surprised if I ghost you
Those around me weren't understanding my decisions
I tried to show em but they weren't seeing my vision
Shit they even laughed at the mission
I was losing hope rapidly
I was broke but I was searching for money actively
Past due on some bills and collectors
had it with me
Even my family,
Even my girl was steady mad at me.
All my faith was reaching its finality,
The day I almost gave up my dreams they became reality

Now the sun shining
Results of grinding
I'm thriving
I guess this is life man