Tell Me

Found myself thinking why
Listen to me can you tell me
Why do women really wanna be with
Something that is so damn wicked
Wake up every morning take a look
Into the mirror know my
Heart is torn apart and not a soul can fix it
Really about to lose it
Tell me why you thinkin you can take
Away the pain with the sole ambition
To give me every single thing
You've heard that I
Deserve and if I wanted you to leave
There is no chance is it?
I was really young
Tell me why a nigga put his trust in
Every single woman that was really dumb
All of em had cheated, I
Could not believe it
And before I knew it homie I was 21
Lord what have I become?
I'm cynical to love
And maybe thats the reason why
Ya kid'll be a thug
And breaking every heart of all
The women that'll come and
Never be an individual that
Really give a fuck
Baby tell me whats your interest
Could it be the reason that you wanna
Turn a demon to an angel?
Or could it be the reason that
Your thinking or your hoping
You can change me and baby
That could change you
Tell me are you just like me
Maybe we've been through the same shit
That we just might be
Tell me do you understand everything that I
Be feeling but I never wanted to
From the stuff I've seen?
Feel like fuck my dreams
All a nigga see is pitch black
When I sleep at night
Hoping that I never gotta
Wake up again hoping
I can reset and not repeat that life
Do you think that's right?
Cuz that's me and I hope one
Day I can meet that wife
To help it all change, and take away the pain
Cuz I'm feeling fucked up
And I'm going insane

Listen to me can you tell me?

Can you tell me
Why you listen to my shit and why
You really go and buy my music?
Can you feel the pain maybe you
Relate tell me do it
Make you wanna bang do a drive by to it?
Has it really helped you
I be gettin messages from
People tellin me that
I'm the reason why they made it
Even though a nigga always gotta feel alone
So I don't really think when I
Be writing I be faded
Do you think I'm rich
And prolly own a mansion with all my
Bills paid when I drop my tracks?
Do you think I'm so stuck up if you hit me
On the internet to holla I
Will not write back?
Tell me do you think I'm out here killin
Mofuckas everyday like a veteran inside Iraq?
Do you think I really wanna
Throw my life away for
A petty ass beef? No it's not like that
Tell me are you really crazy
Or do you think it's cool to listen
To me while you ride around smoking?
Do you think I make it all up when I talk
About the system and the mental
Hospitals I ain't jokin? All of it is real
When I think about it can't believe I got
To make it where I am right now
I was so lost couldn't even
Do the music or even
Find the words that I want to write down
Tell me do you understand me
When I drop another album and you buy
It help me feed my family
Or when you hit me up to
Get a verse or a beat
This submerged till some realness
Emerged to being the
Best I can be to show thanks
Even though I'm drifting quick
Really about to dive into the liquor
And I wanna quit this shit
Listen to me can you tell me?