Trauma

Hella trauma my life story
Hope I don't wake up this morning
Every day I wake I'm mourning
Depression took me with no warning
It may get gory, end of my story
Stuck in my head but everyone ignore me
Thoughts in my head of someone who adore me
Mind is at war and the soldiers deploring

Every damn day I be fighting this life
It's still the same I be tied up and blind
Stuck in this pain I be losing my mind
Nine crimes now the guillotine fall on my neck
Ion want much but I wanna be dead
Waking up tired of existеntial dread
Still dropping verses I just wanna chеck
When it come they gone lay it with me in my bed

I got trauma
That I deal with cause all of the drama
That went on between my Dad and momma
That won't leave till I get to these commas
I been learning to deal with this trauma

Stuck in my mind I just don't wanna fight
Tired of waking up tired just wanting a high
Will you forgive me if I flatline
Busting these rhymes
Too many times that I sat on the line
Try to bide all the problems I have with my life
If I show you one side you gone dip overnight
Catch a flight and I can't even say goodbye this time

I'm high cause my cuzzo that's caught in crime
Friends gone switch cause they caught in lies
Been dead you can see that shit look in my eyes
And it's been this way since my best friend died
I was seven learned mortality then left that life
May be why I'm traumatized
But I ignore everything I just try to get the dollars
Imma turn my pain into some drip cause I'm a baller