Schizophrenic

I been smoking wedding cake
Don't got none to celebrate
Life been losing saturation
Vision turning Grey
How you let your life revolve around the shit you hate
If an artist understood see Nazareth resisitate
If I got a 9-5 I don’t got time to conversate
I'd rather focus on the things I love than what I hate

Okay like

Feeling so fed up with living my life
Been struggling daily I lost track of time
I don't care to talk cause they say I’ll be fine
But I take it in stride
I know they all lie
I know the Hive Mind
The only one that's on my side
That's probably what caused the divide
Been finalized by the fact they been rushing me to my demise

Still I reside in a place that don't feel like my home
My head has gone crazy don't think I'm alone
But I know I got the Royals with me as I walk this road
They won't fold they loyal to the posse we just tryna grow
Treat the microphone like soil full of carrots turn to gold

Think I'm schizophrenic voices mimic what they hear when they gone listen in
Said this shit for years but they don’t get it think I’m full of shit or nobody be listening
Feel like I'm the witch king scholar tryna fight my history

Lately I been feeling like the Pontifex does not exist
I’m burdened with these demons telling me to slit my wrists
You fucking wish
You nun but hypocrites
I search myself for feeling bliss
But been so long since feeling it
That I been searching through the damn abyss
With no hope of remembering
And sometimes it feel like these demons don't know what their leverage is
Cause if I die then that's a win
Not to them cause that mean their words gonna end
I Don't care who want make amends I’d rather watch the trending topic change