Pontifex

Tired of waking up in war
I don't wanna feel this anymore
I don't wanna be here anymore
I think my depression just hit the core
When I wake up see the knife on the floor
My ideation is worse than before
I need a bag for I go to the morgue
I don't believe I can pray to the Lord

And I been breaking my back but I know everybody is gonna ask me for some more
And you don't believe how I'm sad but you were there for me whenever I am nevermore
And I am leviathan I am the pontifex even though I know they didn't before
I'm famine I ride with the other three horsemen you talking like you was one of the four

And they wanna talk down until I make a hit
I don't wanna hear praise don't think that you're slick
I just wanna preach love but the world is too sick
I don't want all your praise I just wanna be happy
But whenever I wake up the world steadily rousing conflict it's outwardly saddening me
And anxiety rising the climate is worsening I really don't feel safe to
Breath

Fuck all that talking I'm really gone come in with sticks
If you really want smoke then pull up cause I'm not with the internet shit
I got brothers who slick
And they handle your body and bag you up quick
If you wanna survive then you best take a tip
Best change your energy best hit the switch
Cause I swear if you don't you end up in a ditch
I don't need a clip make you look like a bitch
When I come in with ruler clips talk to feds
You just paid for your ticket you end up dead
I got one in the chamber that's one to your head
I got money for bounties that mean I got bread
I lost count of the bodies that's inside my shed
It's hard to make sense cause all the lead