May You Find a Sun to Praise

Caught in a place where there ain't no escape
I've been running for days and it feel like a rat race
Mind is ablaze and I don't feel the same
Tryna figure out the ways to lay out what I wanna say
But I don’t ever got no time to meditate or contemplate
I've been fueling my remains with all the hash that I intake
Living life baked tryna satisfy my hunger till the day I get the cake
And I'm tired of packing cellophane

Trapped
Lost
And I'm looking for my Sun
Packed
Rods
And I’m looking like I'm stunned
Crashed
Gonе
Now you're looking for your sun
But your Last
Dawn
Has come the day is donе

Trapped
Lost
And I'm looking for my Sun
Packed
Rods
And I'm looking like I'm Stunned
Back
Off
You get smoked just like a blunt if you want smoke cause that's how I confront

Stuck in hell for months but I'm still looking for my Sun
And imma praise it when we're done
Light the pyre and think about how far we've come
I'm dropping lord souls up in the vessel now we're almost done

I strap my shield on and run entrapped in all the fog but nearing lord of Flame
But will the ending be the same
I'm wielding blades and spending souls to help alleviate my pain
Tryna leave early I'm still caught up in the rain
And now I'm tending to these bowls but they be what I underestimate

Lost
Hope
But I pack another roll a second spliff j
Boutta come up making all these hits
I'm finding bliss

Lost
Slick
Think I'm Giving up on happiness
Tired of all this walking should've never jumped into abyss
And I don't care about your drip
Or what you packing on your hip
I steady fight with Baphomet
And place a curse but can't omit

A paladin came slipped up in the battlements
But don't know I put crystal on the catalyst
Cause they high off contaminants

Tryna fight a match against the cult with lidless eye
But at the same time that's where I'm aligned now my heart cauterized
And I'm rushing my demise just tryna find a way out all these lies that may be ending life and contemplate if I be justified