Losing My Way

[Hook]
Thinking how I wanna die but none of yall believe me
Jester's Privelege wrong cause yall don’t rub me like a genie

[Verse 1]
Fog on the Barrow Downs
Come from smoking pack of loud
Most my friends ain't come around
They wanna see me underground
I'm running till I get my crown
These thunder clouds can’t shake me now
I'm really fucking tired of everybody tryna run they mouths

Don't know why the fuck I try
When demons just say I should die
But if I do the Phoenix rise
And they won't know the reason why
I'm living off a seasoned high
I peak but don't sleep through the night
I'm speaking just want feel alive
But deep end got me on the line

[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I just wanna spread a light
From God that live inside my mind
But caught up in the change of tide
The current ain't gone best me I
Just wanna live a valid life
But always gotta fucking fight
With habits that I let reside
They judging but don’t know that I

Been tired just from my depression
Always stressin bout when I’m gone get it
In from what I have invested
All the time and cutting out the ones who never cared to hear the message
Boutta disembowel myself and lacerate intestines came to hell with good intentions

[Hook]