Life is an Atrocious Thing, Big or Smal

I spit fire flow stay moving forward like a tire
Never cared for they attire
Rather work this music until the Royals have empire
Tunnel vision feeling like survivor
Why cause I got eye of tiger
Drop heat don't perspire
Steady hearing echoes why they call me dread fighter
I steady fight my mettle but they calling me a liar
I really begged for help but now the situation dire
Screaming for my lifе but they all think I'm gone retirе

But they watching me decline
I been talking hard on fighting my addiction now I'm prolly boutta cop a fucking line
Don't ever rest my eyes
Never sleep through the night
Only peak when I'm high
It's a beast in my mind
Feel the bleed on my wrist I can't take my fucking life
No one else gone preach defy
And keep an eye on your behind
You can keep a circle small but it's a traitor that reside
And you can try to keep a watch but all it's really gone do is divide the focus waste your time
(Fuck Em)

Unapologetic
Off the spice for years still skeptic
Only ever smoking lettuce
Gone keep going till I'm headless
They say famine getting reckless
I'm like nah you just don't get it
I'm solo verse the voices in my head
Conflict left without amend
Getting closer to the end but still ain't ever found no time to tend my wounds but can't forget

But I've bottled up so much now I'm forgetting how it felt
I been struggling to move on I'm just stuck inside my hell
I been mastering the music I just wanna get the wealth
Never cared to fix my health cause nobody care to help

Never cared to just complain
I'd rather face another blunt and spit my problems on a take
I'd rather never conversate cause no one care what get explained
And if you talking bout your pain
You better talk about a way out
Fuck around and leave your heart feeling like a playground
Spent two years plotting cause you wanted me to stay down
But I'm not gone listen to the shit you wanna say now

All about my currency but currently the current be what's stifling the urgency but imma get it certainly from spitting bout insurgency
And demons that gone burden me but still afraid to murder me cause they know that they dying if they hurt the king
That's why I don't got no time for the words they repeat