Comprehending Light Extended

[Verse 1]
I’ve just been diagnosed with being borderline and CPTSD
That means I’m bothered by loved ones around me but I hate when they leave
My girl says she can’t take it no more, she thinks I’m crazy
Her suitcase is stacked at the door, it’s your fault you hate me
I’ve been reading books lately and getting back in shape at the gym, lifting weights, no pastries
Looking slim but my hairline’s kinda thin
I’ve been reading books on self-identity and help with memory, foods for proper health, dulce, kelp and plenty greens
The sound of light, the impact of love, the force of divinity
The crown of Christ, empathic hugs, loss and misery
The clouds ignite, clashing above as I walk into history
The mountains unite, I am and I was talking to victory
I carried my cross, my ankles shackled to a chariot horse
Being poor, passed Joseph and Mary with force, my lost memories of the manger
Every child was endangered from the time they enslaved us and studied our behaviors
Hogtied then crucified and bloodied our saviors
But we’re the alphas and the omegas, the Malcolms and the greatests
Within the asylum, I made this album with the sages
Mr. Universe sell units around the Earth
Music you can search, in tune to the church
It’s like mushrooms to the Smurfs, only one blue with a skirt
In the Forest of the Happy Ever After to the art on the Rocket to Nebula chapters
The glory of his majesty
They throw stones like they Pharisees during the time of Rome and the Sadducees
Codependency, no chemistry
As I receive the scrolls from entities
They were here, believe and know my flow’s a ministry
To those who left for years then returned I showed sympathy
And those who cheer with tears who just got into me
Finally found what you’ve been searching for
Something different, new experience with a verse this raw
So in telling so pure, no need to look no more
Just listen to the hook and recall, as I open up my book while tea pour

[Chorus]
And the light shineth in darkness
And the darkness comprehended
Not the same came for a witness
To bear witness of the light I got
Light, broken dreams, fixed hope for king
He was in the world, and the world knew him not

[Verse 2]
Maintaining my composure and enrichening my life
As the Devil aim his flamethrower and let his witches in to wife
Late flight, having jetlag, no breakfast, my head bad
She spite just to get mad, so we fight, ignored her red flags
I’m sure I would have been a stepdad
Signs I ignored and trespassed
Don’t be blind to the law, I’m steadfast
My mind is pure, the wine will pour, here’s a fresh glass
Here my dear, I’m clear, change my atmosphere
Perhaps this tear stretched from my eyes and crystallized in the chandeliers
Turning slowly over a candle and chair
Above a rug made from a bear
Beneath a grand piano that’s rare
Then one by one they each disappear ‘til there’s just me
So use your mind to picture Priest sitting there
Alone in the zone, physical, emotional and spiritual being
Well nurtured, so when hell surface I can stand up with words that held purpose against they spells and curses
Jealous of the righteous servant
They’d rather see me hurting or worse behind curtains with surgeons
Sick with a condition that worsens
Drove off a cliff or found in a ditch or even sicker, murdered
But I’m like the scripture and verses of Jesus, excuse me, Yahawasha
They wish that I would die, but it’s an eye for an eye, ha, ha, ha
Uncircumcised, the Sun is permanent in the sky
Along with the firmament that was determined by the scribes
My mitochondria was made from the Andromeda in a tribe in Uganda
They said I left as a wanderer and came back as a conqueror
In fighter armor, settle our indifferences
My conversation is not limited to black businesses or who built the pyramids
My rhymes is about where true healing is
Yeah, I know we was lost in the wilderness of North America as beggars
And found out that we were the true settlers
Some of us came from Nebula, with irregular brain receptors
Some of us are out of your range where you can’t register
Some of us came with scepters, the Dogons, the kings, the [?]s
With white robes on, our queens rule forever
Their pursuit of my destruction is interrupted
If you listen I’m sufficient, consistent
While they get satisfaction for enstaging conflict
Provoking emotional reactions
That moment is stolen, we think it backwards
I’m astute and perceptive
I don’t stoop to your projection

[Chorus]
Bear witness of the light
Broken dreams, fixed hope for kings
He was in the world, and the world knew him not