Rosebud

[Intro]
Always wanted to be great
For the wrong reasons, it was fake, ayy
I always wanted to be great
For the wrong reasons, it was fake

[Chorus]
Made my (Made my) mind up (Mind up)
This time, I'll be honest
Think I stress too much 'bout shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light

[Verse 1]
Respiration, pressed for patients
Life'd be great if I was famous
To busy focused on the A-list
Missed my shot through hesitation
Tequila shots of desperation
Always thought I'd make a statement
Fuck them all, 'cause I no longer need
Parking stands for validation
Man
Quarter-life crisis got change in my hand
But that's not enough to buy Mercedes Benz
So I get a Uber to pool all of my friends
Used to be fooled, had to be cool
Had to show up flossin', rockin' them tims
I think we live our adult lives tryna make up
For our high school experience, ayy
I wanna be
More present in the moment, open to enjoy it
I wanna see
My niggas become owners, brothers like the Jonas
I wanna free
My family from the trauma, always got some drama
Niggas born with milage, so we go to college
Barely make deposits, mama in our pockets
Gotta ask for forgiveness
I ain't call her in a minute
But if I don't step up out the cycle
How the fuck we gonna end it?
R.I.P. my uncle Michael
Died too early, diabetes took my idol
Even took my grandma, lookin' for some answers
I forgot my manners, runnin' from the Bible

[Chorus]
Made my (Made my) mind up (Mind up)
This time, I'll be honest
Think I stress too much 'bout shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light

[Verse 2]
Sunday dinner soul food
Lessons mama showed you
Peter Pan syndrome
But I pull up in this bitch like Goku
Still don't have the answers
That I thought I needed
I think I been in a cycle
But I won't repeat it
Citizen Kane, young nigga, what is your aim?
You got the whole world to blame, but what does that change?
Take Xannies with salt by the grain
And in Xanadu alone with brain
The fortune ain't fame, it's more what you do with your gains
You'll live off the strength of your name
I've been on this train, it didn't stop when it rained
So I had to hop on a plane
Sometimes, I wanna scream from on top of the tallest buildin'
I've reached the age of a man, but I thought it came with the feelin'
I've had enough of this shit, to end it all is appealin'
Though I would rather a challenge, and nothin's harder than livin'
I'ma just chill today
Really don't know how to feel today
I got some weed and some bills to pay
Karma's a bully, I feel betrayed
Take my lunch money, it's all that I have
Just as I thought it was all in my bag, my future's in question
Dumb, Deaf, and Blind trying to conquer my mind
If I blew up my time, I'ma lose my investment

[Chorus]
Made my (Made my) mind up (Mind up)
This time, I'll be honest
Think I stress too much 'bout shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light