Night Walk Interlude

2019 went by and I hard to swallow my pride
I ain't been outside in a minute, I gotta get right for my vengeance
And I ain't even really religious, but I been praying consistent
Been down for so long, it feel like I'm losing my senses
But I won't be chained down, gotta go and break this sentence
Far from diminished, my spirit ain't finished
Got pushed to the edge, face-to-face with my limits
Roaming all around cause my brain was in a prison
Back against the wall, but at least I wasn't trippin'
Cause seeing the same shit everyday will really clear up your vision
And I'm just thankful for my friends that handed out all their provisions
Not talking food and water, but simply their attention
Cause when you wake up to your phone without a mention
Day after day, sitting after sitting
It really get you thinking if anyone here to listen
And this consistent loneliness get me to reminiscing
Bout days that I had, me another half
But that shit is in the past
And isn't part of my path
I guess I gotta keep on going 'til my pain becomes a laugh