​play this at my funeral

[Verse 1]
(One, two, three)
Hope you're changing
Everything
I’m scared that I might
Just stay the same
When the lights hold me
I let go slowly
Just to sink
I wish I could sink

[Verse 2]
I imploded
Like an atom bomb
Was so beautiful
(Close your eyes)
Where do I start at?
End when I'm scared
(I'm scared)
I learned a lot from the ugly truth

[Bridge]
Oh, I hated you
Oh, I hated you for so long
Hope you feel me in the breeze
When I’m gone
Just like everyone

[Verse 3]
'Cause I felt the light
When it holds me
I feel warm
I watch the time 'cause it shows me
(Shows me)
Lived and I died
I want you hard
Please don't miss me
Lavender fields
Sun in my eyes
And I let it kiss me
Ooooh