Existing

How's it feel
To have it all
Figured out
Own a head
With zero doubt
I missed the start
Missed the call
Last place in the human race
Don't remember my fall from grace
Just the look upon your face when you Left me here in this place
I wanna change my stupid name
Rearrange my fucking face
Move away to a better place
Stop repeating my mistakes

It's hard to feel alive
When all we do is just survive
I lost my drive
Lost my touch
Walking without your crutch
Can't move on I feel so stuck
I thought I had it figured out
I guess I don't
Will I ever?

I'm sick of circling on this track
Round and round
But we never face the facts
Feeling lost but never found
Roots planted in the ground
But my heads above the clouds
I'll hide away
Hope they all
Forget my name
Forget my face
I wanna kill off my old ways
Incinerate all that remains
Get these thoughts out of my brain
Because I'll never be the same

It's hard to feel alive
When all we do is just survive
I lost my drive
Lost my touch
Walking without your crutch
Can't move on I feel so stuck
I thought I had it figured out
I guess I don't
Will I ever?

I thought I had it figured out
I thought I had it figured out
I guess I don't
I guess I don't
Will I ever!?
Will I ever!?