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She loves me
She loves me a lot
She hates me
But the love never dies
She loves me
She loves me a lot
She hates me
But the love never dies
I do not like who I am
She say she's in love with who I am
But I had to stick to the plan
Whipping her tears with my hands
Loving me close is too dangerous
Loving me close is too toxic
Sorry baby I can’t stop it
Sorry baby I’m too toxic
I got to go
I’m back on the road
Creating some distance
Creating some stitches
Sorry I’m missing
But these demons are vicious
I’m trying to protect you
Not trying to neglect you
Right now I’m too damaged
And you’re too special
She said I can help you
And I know that you’re damaged
I see that you’re broken
I can be your bandage
I can’t have you vanish
Please stop calling my phone
I know you love me
But I'm dealing with this all on my own
I know you hate me
I need to be standing alone
The devil trying to break me
People mistake me for Satan
People don’t f*** with cadence
Hold onto people until they start breaking
Pick up the pieces until they start changing
I do not like who I am
She say she love who I am
But I had to stick to the plan
Whipping her tears with my hands
Loving me close is too dangerous
Loving me close is too toxic
Sorry baby I can’t stop it
Sorry baby I’m too toxic
I got go
Back on the road
Creating some stitches I know
Burning some bridges I know
Gasoline smell on my clothes
Fire is burning my soul
That’s why can’t get too close
I’m damaged you already know
I'm damaged you already
Weight on my heart is too heavy
Shooting for goals like I’m Messi
Cuts on my back are too messy
Can’t even look at reflections
People can’t see that I’m empty?
Too many people done left me
Breaking my trust like a levy
Sever your heart if you let me
I know you just want to protect me
I don’t want you to vanish
Cuts are too deep for a bandage
You’re too precious too damage
I know you want help I can’t advantage
Everything is clouding my thoughts
Greatness comes with a cost
Nailing myself to the cross
Devil will be taking this loss
I do not like who I am
She say she's in love with who I am
But I had to stick to the plan
Whipping her tears with my hands
Loving me close is too dangerous
Loving me close is too toxic
Sorry baby I can’t stop it
Sorry baby I’m too toXic