TIME CONFLICTED

Trying to find my perfect form, but I have been permitted
Been walking through the better great but I feel no differences
Lots of things change like all them Christmas's but the difference is
Change need work like some long distance shit
Friends ain't my friends
They don't treat me the same
Its like god brang work but it come with a little pain
Now tell me what do I thank?
My friends and family for sure
I'm a empty whiteboard I only share what i know it's like
You don't know my story only difference was
Time conflicted kid, could not get a buzz
Now I'm feeling like, I need a little trust
Man I cut that tie months ago it was a must
Been through ups and downs, but I'm still the same me
Met some nice girls but, they still played me
Its amazing, all the things I see
Only wish I breathe, I rot my soul to mp3
It's a want but i can't
She more than a friend
You don't understand
Can not comprehend
The empty feeling gained
Know I'm not okay
Mentally insane
Who am I to blame?
It's a want but I can't
She more than a friend
You don't understand
Can not comprehend
The empty feeling gained
Know I'm not okay
Mentally insane
Who am I to blame?
It's what I get, It's what I deserve
This whole route is not a curve
From what I deter, the feelings from her
They never would work
I'm stuck up with change, feelings with hate
Stuck in this place, remember I was eight
New to the fate, remember my face
Stuck in a chase, my mind is in that place yet
I'm still going backwards, hit the brake my back hurts
Flying ghost that's Caspar, need some friends how'd that work
Change the shift to forward, cannot fuck with that whore
They always will want more, come now leave out that door
I think I will rest now, all my work has been found
Let it flow through that town, don't give a fuck if I'm loud
'Cause if I do i will get pissed, might just fuckin reminisce
Made a new song and it missed, might redeem myself I only wish
I just wanna find myself, man these lyrics got me well
Remember when she wished me well, remember when she wished me hell
Korben called and found that gate, now i know it wasn't fate
Hide for fun it was a game, I know the secrets to her place