These Days

Hey
Hey
You lied again
And i'm still hurt about it
It's hard to say I don't regret the things
I've done around it
And I took a chance but I've got bad luck
Cus when it's right i'm always wrong
It just takes time to show up
Lord please cus I'm tired uninspired
And in need of peace right now
But I know I'm still blessed somehow
These days I don't ask for help
Oh these days don't see no one but myself
It's hard to leave my company
When I keep losing every
Body I get close to seems to
Want me for a reason
Will It change or is it fate
Things I won't get over
It's been a year but I cant
Tried to say I'm sober
But for some reason
I am who I am
I'm so distance from shit
Damn near cut off everybody
Cause some shit that they did
I learned you can't trust who you love
But it hurts to feel alone
But I learned make my mind my home
These days I don't ask for help
Oh these days don't see no one but myself
It's hard to leave my company
When I keep losing every
Body I get close to seems to
Want me for a reason
Will It change or is it fate
These days