The Self Hate
[Verse 1]
I hate the life I got
I hate that I know what I'm not
I hate that I stay broke a lot
I hate how shit ain't working out
I hate that I got all this doubt
I hate that I ain't got no clout
I hate that I put in all this fucking time and I still cannot figure this shit out
I hate the job I got
I hate how hate is all I talk about
I hate the fact that I can't tell if my friends are my friends or not
I hate the girl I'm with
I hate that all I do is reminisce
I hate that I'm consumed by all my hate
I fucking hate this shit
I hate the car I'm in
I hate this Honda I want a fucking Benz
I hate the sun, I hate the rain, I hate the clouds, I hate thе wind
I hate to lose I nevеr win
I hate to love, embrace the hate it's draining keeping this hate in my heart I feel it every day
[Chorus]
We love self hate (I hate myself)
We love self hate (I hate myself)
We love self hate (I hate myself)
Self hate
[Post-Chorus]
Is it lack of self esteem? Is it pride?
When you wake up, do you wanna die?
Fantasies of your suicide?
Self hate (self hate)
Self hate
[Bridge]
And they were right I am self-centered
And god complex sometimes
Because I have little self esteem from my childhood
[Verse 2]
I hate the deal I got
I hate the house I bought
I hate the fact I feel a lot
I hate this music shit
I hate the records that I make
I hate my fucking team
I hate this dream
I hate a lot of things
I hate my record label and my A&R
I hate I blew my first big check on a chain and a car
I hate the IRS unnecessary stress is the scariest
I hate these bitches
And I hate my fans
I hate I had a plan
I hate how my plan panned out and I am who the fuck I am
I hate that I'm misunderstood
I hate that no one understands
I hate that my life's only worth it when there's people in them stands
I hate that I could say that I hate myself in a song and all the fuck that they gon' do is sing along
I hate myself
[Chorus]
We love self hate (I hate myself)
We love self hate (I hate myself)
We love self hate (I hate myself)
Self hate
[Post-Chorus]
Is it lack of self esteem? Is it pride?
When you wake up, do you wanna die?
Fantasies of your suicide?
Self hate (self hate)
Self hate