Oblivion

I'm losing my mind

I'm one of a kind

I'm losing my mind
Losing my mind
I think I need a bit of help
Tried to get it myself but these pills don't help
Losing my sense of smell
Didn't fall off the wagon, purposely fell
As you can tell, I'm giving up and I'm ringing on the bell
Waiting to be sent to hell
Negative energy I can't repel
Feeling this guilt but oh well
Numbing myself, don't need help
I got a story to tell
Got them drugs to sell
Outside of Shell
Dope heads coming in but oh well
I got to make a sale
Opps and the cops on tail
Opps want to see me fail
Cops want to lock up a brown male
But I had to prevail
This life ain't no fairytale
This life will get very stale
This life will get scary in detail
Some of the times I thought I should've stayed in retail
It is too late to bail
Chasing a dream and a bag, that is my Holy Grail

I'm losing my mind

Somebody come in and take my time
This is facts between the lines
This is all fact when I rhyme
Doing the grind
Looking at my life I cannot define
In the mean time everything is kind of going fine
Kind of divine but with it combined some depression on the mind
Feel oppression all the time
Like I'm in a pitch black dark room and I'm trying to be the only one to shine
Leaving everybody in the back, leaving them all behind
This ain't me trying to act, this is me speaking on what is mine
I'm one of a kind
A rare find

I'm one of a kind