smoke
June Henry
[Verse]
You don't even exist
You’re just smoke
Taking the shape of a boy
You never really touched me
It was a trick of the wind
I never laid in your bed
I was daydreaming in the creek
I never even loved you
It was a sickness within me
And I don't even miss you
When I'm driving near your job
And I don't even miss you
When I hear that fucking song
And I don't ever cry
When I'm thinking about you
And I don't even regret
Giving you two tattoos
And your hands weren’t the first thing
To make me feel like I'm alive
And I haven't been torn up for months
Just chasing that high
And I wouldn’t give up everything
Just to be in your car
'Cause you don't even exist
Boy, I don't know who you are
You don't even exist
Boy, I don't know who you are