half-capacity
June Henry
Operating on the same principles
I’m not firing on all my cylinders
Half-capacity
Movin’ deadweight, courses through me
I'll just sit and wait
I love you so damn bad
I know that for sure
I need my star coat back
But it'll smell like you
I'll do what I can not to dream of touch
But my subconsciousness loves to fuck with me
I miss you so much I can't breathe
I know you were no good for me
So why can’t my heart agree
I try to tell myself I didn't ask for too much
Just to have less doubt about whether I was loved
You said you'd do it right while you sang along
To a song about being better than my dad was for my mom
It pisses me off you were wrong
I was yelling so hard on the phone
Hopin’ you'd hear me for once