2015

[Verse 1]
Always craving closeness
To people I hardly know
Maybe it's sickness
Maybe I'm damaged
Maybe sometimes it's just how it goes

I'm collecting the passing clues
As to what you used to be like
And what led to
The way that you spent most nights of my life

[Chorus]
I just want to be closer
But something
Stands in the way

Maybe it's better
Now that you're sober
But it still kills me every day

Maybe my prayers will be answered
And I'll have the chance to get to know you
Before one of us is gone

I know it sounds stupid
But I can't fucking do this
I don't know where my heart belongs

[Verse 2]
You can't blame me for being angry
When I can only cry
When I'm angry
Or when I'm tired
Or the least bit chemically inclined

You're myth in my head
I become you as I get older
Speak of you in past tense
You're still here
But I can feel you getting colder

[Chorus]
I just want to be closer
But something
Stands in my way

Maybe it's better
Now that you're sober
But it still kills me every day

Maybe my prayers will be answered
And I'll have the chance to get you know you
Before one of us is gone

I know it sounds stupid
But I can't fucking do this
I don't know where my heart belongs

[Outro]
Maybe my prayers will be answered
And I'll have the chance to get to know you
Before one of us is gone