Staying in that time

Every day I eat 16 candies.
To forget that I am alone.
A feeling of
being hurt and betrayal.
I cannot get out of my head.
Im clear.
I begged to get
you, but it was useless.
I'm staying in that time.
I can't move on.
I've seen and
thought about crying alone.
But it's only
hurt, and nothing's changed.
You're smiling the same
way you used to be.
I've seen and
thought about crying alone.
It's hard to breathe, it's
dark in front of me.
My heart.
I remember what you said
to me when you left.
Our promise became a lie.
It's over now.
It's over now.
Every day I eat 16 candies.
I never thought
Id be this way.
Cause I tried but
left for me.
what I will see.