Covers And Shells

As soon as I turn and face the light
I'm craving to disappear
Observed I fail in anything I try
At stake’s the shame and disgrace that I fear

All the words, they fail me
I'm daunted by anticipation in your eyes
All the shields they hide me
They hide the true determination of my life

It's been easier
To tell you a lie
You’ve been deceived by aching covers and shells
I feel like a player
And I fight and defy
Wanna leavе this arena
But go in and out, in and out

My thoughts they're travеlling in a vortex to the sky
And then I'm totally blank
Juice of fear is pushing through my skin
I can't escape and close my eyes

I can't help to tell you a lie
But I tell you, it's dragging me down
I don't wanna tell you a lie
The fear, it's crippling me