Heartbreak Syndrome

[Verse 1]
Keep driving around east of our downtown
Every black Jeep that I see’s making me turn around
And I'm trying to let you go but I don't know how
I never like to be alone, with the ghosts at our house
And I tried to let you know that you don't really need the space
You thought that I would smile as I watch you walk away
And all of our friends try to get me to explain
I just want to hold her close, tell her everything will be okay
I just want to hold her close

[Chorus]
I'm in denial, it’s been a while
Since you checked in with me
You missed my birthday, I put on a strong face
Why am I your enemy?

[Verse 2]
I'm at Cafe Roze by mysеlf three nights a week
And I'm trying not to text you to follow your boundaries
Thought that I would be thе one you'd always need
You don't look me in the eyes as I cry on my knees
You don't look me in the eyes as I cry

[Chorus]
I'm in denial, it’s been a while
Since you checked in with me
You missed my birthday, I heard you were out late
Why am I your enemy?
And I got diagnosed with heartbreak syndrome
Yes, this is killing me
Doc said it's probably best to try and manage the stress
'Cause I can't let you leave, verse

[Outro]
Are you driving around east of our downtown?
Every corner you see is going to turn around
Just keep wonderin' wonder why we got married or if I'll love again