Process Of Isolation
Raindrops kept sliding down the wall
While I waited quiet, alone
A fast burst furrowed my eyelids
I thought I was free
I thought I had peace
I dreamt ‘bout being back in town
I had ‘em around
And just for a while
I wasn’t down
I wasn’t feeling down
Standing in the balcony
To slow-motion talks
Disserting about fitting in
While I secretly fell free
What am I waiting for?
Is it everything I’ll ever get?
What am I waiting for?
If this game already found its end
I’m dying
But now, I want to live
I think god wants me
Down on my knees
To confess
My deepest darkest sins
(Why?)
‘Cause I’m a liar
You know that I’m a thief
I dreamt
‘Bout starting all over again
I had friends around
And just for a while
I wasn’t afraid, I wasn’t a fake
Standing in the middle of the street
To an inexistent voice
“Do I or not?”
Is there any other choice?