Suicide

You tryna live for somebody else, don’t you worry
You’re only wasting your time, and theres no time, so go and hurry, yeah
Theres no time, so go and hurry, yeah
And im tired of the hurting.

Today you woke up, feeling everything came crashing
Theres voices inside your head, you killed yourself and now they’re laughing
Cause they got the best of you, didn’t know what was the best for you
Nobody could notice all the pain, so no one rescued you
You sat there thinking, fighting with all your demons
Everybody says they’re there, but its funny how you cant see em
Its like they all disappear when you’re all into your feelings
Only see they stick around, when you’re all good and you winning
But they a bust, sticking to yourself is just a must,
When you find yourself in need, everybody catch the bus
They get up and then they gone, finding yourself alone
Voices inside of your head, they telling you to do wrong
They tell you to grab a gun, they tell you to grab a knife
They sayin that no one wants you, so you go and end yo life
But baby this is real life, you cant do it then regret
You leaving all of your loved ones, for some voices in your head.

You feel depressed, suicide is the only option
Its only you, and the life that you gon be robbin
You go in and get some help, and all they do is give you pills
How they give you pills, with side effects of you wanting to kill?
Its like a cycle, and theres no way to escape
They just lock you in asylums, thinking you gon find your way
If I wanted to be locked, i’ll put a bullet through my fucking brain
How you gonna lock me up, you don’t care what I gotta say
Living in a dark world, I cant see no light
My heart it has been broken, I do not do nothing right
I get a cup, and fill it up, its only for the night
Heart stops, and report says that it was a suicide
To all the ones, that played me fucking silly
You know you guilty, didn’t help when you was with me
Now im gone forever, you wanna say, you’ll be with me
You know you guilty, and didn’t try to fulfill me.

Waking up from nightmares, just to see that im alive
I thank God for all my blessings, and for giving me new life
Counting all the blessings I receive, I think i’ll be alright
Stuck inside of a circle, i’ll be over with tonight.