not with a bang but with a broken heart

God, i hate the feeling of waking up
God, i hate the feelings that eat me up
Screaming thoughts i can't seem to lose
God, i hate
Stuck in a loop of smiling through
Convincing others convinced me too
Memories i'm not sure are true
I swear they're true
Wait, wait
It doesn't seem that i'm okay
Wait
Disregard anything i say
I'm so alone
Oh, turn back now before i ruin all that you are
Turn back now before i ruin all that you are
Wait, wait
I think i'll sleep the whole damn day
Wait
My tears don't make any stains
Wait
I'm so alone
Oh, turn back now before i ruin all that you are
Life never waits
Life always takes
I can't take it anymore
Just knock on my door, my love
Please, just knock on my door
Life never waits
Life always takes
I can't take it anymore
Just knock on my door, my love
Please, just knock on my door
First of july
Last of my life
I can't take it anymore
Just knock my door, my love
Please, just knock on my door
First of july
Last of my life
I can't take it anymore
Just knock my door, my love
Please, this time i won't ignore
Wait, wait
It's november, and he didn't stay
No one does ever anyway
Wait
I'm never alone
Oh, i'm done following where you lead
This night is when i choose me
Wait, wait
I think this marks the sad, sad day
Wait
Where i fall with all his rain
I'm never alone
I can't see past where you are
Our love broke down like my first car
He moves on with a bang, not a broken heart
My heart breaks, breaks to a broken heart