Smile

Smile so bright dat you cant see the pain
Feel like I’m bleeding but Ik that you wont see a stain
My folks look at me and all they see is blame
For reasons they not where they wanna be and I just cant explain
But maybe its just me, visually impaired so my way of seeing’s strange
But I do believe these things
That I’m the only person that I can call on
But when in need the same person dat my friends can fall on
Oodles o noodles for dinner I wasn’t picked as a winner cant wait till a nigga prove em all wrong
Lived life as a sinner tryna leave a name to remember for the day that these niggas all gone
A star’s born /08 02 02
Whole life been questioned on “what you gone do”
Never any concern about what Im going through
Couldn’t tell it before but now Im showing you
Here goes my truth
Ever look ina mirror and you hate who you seeing
Life a nightmare so you start to hope dat you dreaming
Truth of it all is it be ya own niggas scheming
Hurt the deepest and you hate to believe it
But it is what it is
This the life that we live
Where the same niggas who take aint same niggas who give
Time too fast to sit and think abt the things that I did
Was never given to me so I gotta go and get
IT
By any means necessary
Feel like a savior to my people like a missionary
Dont call me a rapper just call me a visionary
And Ik my visions scary
Tell them niggas to be weary
Cuz im comin wit a full head of steamed
Gunning for the cash since it seems to rule everything around me
Said I’m just tryna focus onnat cream
Young nigga chasin dreams
Nd I’m tryna believe

Tryna find the essence in my presence but my minds in disarray
Still I have some due to pay
To my people, who I promised better days
Stick wimme, Ima do it, and I swear that’s word to Tay