Times Confusing

Baby pull me closer yeah
I can feel your heartbeat
When we connect in our dreams I can feel you all around me
So please just hold me tightly got this pain that's up inside me
Seen some shit that just don't go away these demons they so frightening
I been rolling and cruising just tryna find my hideaway
Lost my dad like over a year ago it feel like it was yesterday
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't wake up again and still be in the same place
Lost my favorite bitch too but I'm glad we went our separate ways
Now I'm a rockstar gotta move lucrative
Can't hang around the same old bitches
I'm a new dog tryna learn some new tricks
You can try to bring me up but don't get in no mentions
Got real diamonds in my ear just so I don't have to listen
Seen some real ones that go fake seen plenty men starting to act like women
Stay about my business keep up out of my feelings
Tryna paint me a new picture
Slime green turbo Porsche
Not the Panamera or the Cayenne don't like 4 doors
I like my horses
Tryna spend a lil more bitch
Wanna drop a whole bag like what the fuck's inside the amount of your mortgage
But when I
I get that money
Accomplish dreams and reach success rather give it to my mother
Show love to my brothers
Ain't ever goin fumble
Thank God for the blessings pray for more and still remain humble
These times confusing me though
I don't know if I'm lost sometimes don't know what I'm doing
Just gotta keep head down pick myself up keep moving
Pick myself up keep moving
So baby pull me closer yeah
I can feel your heartbeat
When we connect in our dreams I can feel you all around me
So please just hold me tightly got this pain that's up inside me
Seen some shit that just don't go away these demons they so frightening
These times confusing me though
I don't know if I'm lost sometimes don't know what I'm doing
Just gotta keep head down pick myself up keep moving
Pick myself up keep moving