All My Shit Is In My Car

All my shit is in my car, it makes me feel seventeen again
You put my drawer in a bag, and my clothes on the bed
You said you'd be gone from 12PM 'til 4
"Don't be there when I get back, and leave my key at the door"

I spent three hours getting sentimental
Projecting memories on the walls
Then erased myself in a half an hour
Like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would

Reading old anniversary letters to remind myself how we used to feel
Then old journals to remind myself how long the doubts have been real
Try to work it out in my mind, why our life doesn't feel like mine
What if I don't want what you want, but I never stop wanting you?

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would

Spent three hours getting sentimental
(That's what I would feel) projecting memories on the walls
(That's what I would want) then erased myself in a half an hour
Like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel, I would
What you want me to want, I would
'Cause I don't want to lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose, I would